The thing is, I really want one already. But I know love comes when you're not looking for it, right? But I just can't wait anymore. I'm tired of feeling alone and asking myself if I'm even normal, would anyone even date me? It's like I'm starting to lose my mind because of this. I know things like relationships come when it's time. But I just feel so ready. You may think I'm too young or I don't even know what love means. But trust me, I'm really more mature than my school mates and they've had over ten boyfriends/girlfriends, not overreacting here. It's like I always wish everyone to be happy, to get what they want, to have someone, while I always get none of that. When in return I just get hurt and left. I'm really good at being a friend while I'm alone. While I have no one to share my secrets with. I tried to explain my feelings for Daniel to a girl from school with whom I really get along, but I sounded like an idiot even...