Thank god! Sun is shining, birds are singing, leaves are peeking underneath the dried branches and I must say my mood has never been better. I feel complete when I'm walking home, sunshine is blinding me and wind is forcing against me. I can actually feel spring coming! The saffrons are already here and it's so cute to see all those tiny primroses lying on the grass. Life is actually so much better in spring or summer, it feels like everything's possible. I love that feeling, feeling you can do anything, just anything you wish for. I wish I could be like that more often. And I really feel more confident and filled with energy on days like this.
And that kind of energy can be felt by/on other people too. Everybody seems more relaxed and calm, even though we, kids, have so much to do in school. Teachers are like breathing around our necks, giving us millions of tests and it's really annoying. But still; it is all much less stressful when you walk out of school and feel sunshine on your face. It suddenly makes your day and you forget, even if for just one second, all your worries and problems. Cause spring's coming and that's all that matters in that moment.
And I think that energy that everyone has in the time of spring is because everyone believes in it.
Everyone kind of believes and trust in getting everything fixed in spring/summer. Everything's lighter, brighter and easier in warm days. At least for me! Now I can actually watch the beautiful sky or quick-passing-by clouds and occupy myself on something other than boring Math class. It's actually always getting me by faster with the positive thoughts in my mind which are caused by this gorgeous weather. So I could say I'm really happy now, I'm ready for anything that's ahead of me and I will not, for no price, give up.
I'm trying to be positive through the day, even though that's freaking hard. I just got the news that I'll have to miss World Junior Championship in Dubai because of my shoulder injury. But I've already accepted the fact that this is it. I still have European Junior Championship left and I'm almost already in. But it's hard to realise that what you've worked for is suddenly not as important as it was for you before. Of course I'll keep working it for EJC, but I have this bitter feeling inside me that was tearing me apart for a long time now. Because I knew my shoulder wouldn't handle it for Dubai, I just had that little hope left inside me. But more I look to the future and things/competitions that are ahead of me, more I realise this isn't much of a deal at all. I mean, it is for me cause it's the first time I had to miss a competition because of something that wasn't my fault. But I'm sure I'll get over it, it just hurts for now.
But with spring and warm, sunny days, I just get motivation to do anything; work hard, meet new people, go out in the world... I get brand new hope in spring. I don't know why, though. It feels like, for me, the world is reborn. Like I have another shot, chance, to make a difference this summer. And I love that feeling of second chance. And I swear, I'm gonna make it worth it. There's so many things I wanna do and that I'm gonna. I'm gonna wear my new heels, buy a polaroid camera, be more confident and relaxed around people, get a tattoo that I've wanted for so long, have fun! And spring is like the best season of all, cause you're so anxious to already jump into the summer and it keeps you waiting and wanting it even more and the weather it's like in the morning it's chilly and cool, but hot in the afternoon. And the relaxation in the evening, just great.
And I believe in better life and doing something for it. I will work hard for it and get rewarded, I promise. I get so motivated when it's the good energy around me, I feel like I can do anything I want. And I will. Oh, I will.
And that kind of energy can be felt by/on other people too. Everybody seems more relaxed and calm, even though we, kids, have so much to do in school. Teachers are like breathing around our necks, giving us millions of tests and it's really annoying. But still; it is all much less stressful when you walk out of school and feel sunshine on your face. It suddenly makes your day and you forget, even if for just one second, all your worries and problems. Cause spring's coming and that's all that matters in that moment.
And I think that energy that everyone has in the time of spring is because everyone believes in it.
I'm trying to be positive through the day, even though that's freaking hard. I just got the news that I'll have to miss World Junior Championship in Dubai because of my shoulder injury. But I've already accepted the fact that this is it. I still have European Junior Championship left and I'm almost already in. But it's hard to realise that what you've worked for is suddenly not as important as it was for you before. Of course I'll keep working it for EJC, but I have this bitter feeling inside me that was tearing me apart for a long time now. Because I knew my shoulder wouldn't handle it for Dubai, I just had that little hope left inside me. But more I look to the future and things/competitions that are ahead of me, more I realise this isn't much of a deal at all. I mean, it is for me cause it's the first time I had to miss a competition because of something that wasn't my fault. But I'm sure I'll get over it, it just hurts for now.
But with spring and warm, sunny days, I just get motivation to do anything; work hard, meet new people, go out in the world... I get brand new hope in spring. I don't know why, though. It feels like, for me, the world is reborn. Like I have another shot, chance, to make a difference this summer. And I love that feeling of second chance. And I swear, I'm gonna make it worth it. There's so many things I wanna do and that I'm gonna. I'm gonna wear my new heels, buy a polaroid camera, be more confident and relaxed around people, get a tattoo that I've wanted for so long, have fun! And spring is like the best season of all, cause you're so anxious to already jump into the summer and it keeps you waiting and wanting it even more and the weather it's like in the morning it's chilly and cool, but hot in the afternoon. And the relaxation in the evening, just great.
And I believe in better life and doing something for it. I will work hard for it and get rewarded, I promise. I get so motivated when it's the good energy around me, I feel like I can do anything I want. And I will. Oh, I will.
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