My mom often says how rarely I go out. I'm looking at the shiny light blue sky right now, thinking how beautiful it is and how small we actually are, yet this world is the only reality we know. The passing clouds remind me of freedom and travelling, the adrenaline you get from a certain journey. Remind me how bad I want to visit the world. It's sad how until a certain age, we're trapped here, living life how we've never imagined. They put us in school, wanting us to learn each subject's book by heart and then just leave us to ourselves against the world. Why don't they try to teach us about what's surrounding us? About how we cope with real things and not some stupid things that either have already happened or won't be any use to us in the future. Man, sometimes I just wanna run far, far away from here. All the crap that's going on. I don't know if I should call it a ordinary and typical teenage rebellious phase, but what I'm really sure about is that this life here is not meant for me. My heart is set somewhere else, yet I'm not sure myself where exactly that place is. I've lived through so much already that I know it's definitely not here.
That can sound pretty tacky and cheesy, but that's how I see my world. Maybe the only way I can justify that is that many people feel the way I do. Which is both a comforting and a frightening thing to know. I always lived by this rule of never letting myself go so low to become random or more precise - a basic bitch. It's just a no-go for me. I've never really endured such people as well, let alone becoming one of them. Why? Because life is so much more to it than following some stupid trend on Twitter or Instagram. Life's filled with same people. "You laugh at me because I'm different. I laugh at you because you're all the same." is a quote by the great music guru Kurt Cobain. I know his story and how he was insanely insecure, eventually taking his own life because he couldn't stand it anymore. I'm not saying I'm anything the same. I'm saying that I try to understand and comprehend his inevitable pain he suffered. The pain of not getting the world and trying to get away from it. We can all often identify with this one, right?
We can all identify with being fed up with this stupid little shitty world. Fed up with people telling us what's right and wrong for us and what should we do with our life. They hold our hands throughout our entire childhood, limiting our creativity and imagination, until it's the senior year of high-school - "Okay, so you've learned quite a lot in your life, by now you're able to live all on your own and, of course, you already know what you're going to be studying and where to live and with whom, how many children do you want, a house with garden or a fountain, .... " To all those people, I simply say: shut up. Just shut your mouth. We were born with the right to do whatever we want with your lives. Unfortunately, not all were as lucky as I point out, but at least most of the people are. Maybe our dreams aren't what others had in mind for our future. Maybe things won't be always easy and the way we imagined. But that's life. And you can't take that away from us: the lust for life. Because after all, what else do we have? If you take that, if you take the only real thing left in a person, you take away their soul. Their passion and their will to live the life they were meant to live. And yo can never regain that.
It's no wonder some people drift on their own paths, alone, of course. Look around yourself. It's a hating world, filled with people who're trying to take away everything you've got from you. And it's all because they're afraid someone will take their place one day. Of course they're frightened and scared, but that's not an excuse for all the things people do. But let's not chew the same subject all over again (especially the one we're all already aware of).
The way I see it, the big problem with the world is how they're limiting our freedom. They tell us to be creative, spontaneous and open-minded, yet they take those traits from us each time we use them; not necessarily against them. But we're the future of this shitty world - the youngsters. And more and more young people are being brainwashed, smashed with wrong ideas of taking over the world. For the first thing that should come up in one's mind when thinking of safety and peace in this world, is how to unite people. We came here together, we're all connected, related. It pains me to see how we kill each other in unnecessary wars, see people starve and having no clear water to drink, how they're demolishing homes all over the world... "Bombing for peace is like fucking for virginity." is one of my favorite quotes about the current state everywhere (at least in those countries at war). We get nowhere if we continue with this sort of thing. But anyway, I'm way too young, and besides a woman, to debate all those political and war stuff. Right? I read on the Internet that maybe the thing that killed dinosaurs was actually a UFO and we're the aliens. Well then this makes us the dumbest aliens ever.
No words or some sort of comforting sentence can conclude this topic, because it's eternal. We'll never really get to the bottom of it, for it will go on and on, even after our great-grandchildren death. It's a part of humanity no one signed up for and the bad men took advantage of it. Why? Well, why not? I'm sure that's what they're telling themselves everyday as they leave in unimaginable suffering and pain many people and their children. There's no regaining freedom or freedom of speech, because no one takes you seriously these days. Hippies had enough of this bullshit, so they made their own history. And people despised them. Why the hell would people despise freedom, the one thing we all so eagerly want? Because they were taught this way. They were made to hate those untamed savages who did nothing in this world but smoke and listen to Jimi Hendrix and Janis Joplin and create their own world. Because they wanted to escape this one. They made their own reality, because they hated this one.
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That can sound pretty tacky and cheesy, but that's how I see my world. Maybe the only way I can justify that is that many people feel the way I do. Which is both a comforting and a frightening thing to know. I always lived by this rule of never letting myself go so low to become random or more precise - a basic bitch. It's just a no-go for me. I've never really endured such people as well, let alone becoming one of them. Why? Because life is so much more to it than following some stupid trend on Twitter or Instagram. Life's filled with same people. "You laugh at me because I'm different. I laugh at you because you're all the same." is a quote by the great music guru Kurt Cobain. I know his story and how he was insanely insecure, eventually taking his own life because he couldn't stand it anymore. I'm not saying I'm anything the same. I'm saying that I try to understand and comprehend his inevitable pain he suffered. The pain of not getting the world and trying to get away from it. We can all often identify with this one, right?We can all identify with being fed up with this stupid little shitty world. Fed up with people telling us what's right and wrong for us and what should we do with our life. They hold our hands throughout our entire childhood, limiting our creativity and imagination, until it's the senior year of high-school - "Okay, so you've learned quite a lot in your life, by now you're able to live all on your own and, of course, you already know what you're going to be studying and where to live and with whom, how many children do you want, a house with garden or a fountain, .... " To all those people, I simply say: shut up. Just shut your mouth. We were born with the right to do whatever we want with your lives. Unfortunately, not all were as lucky as I point out, but at least most of the people are. Maybe our dreams aren't what others had in mind for our future. Maybe things won't be always easy and the way we imagined. But that's life. And you can't take that away from us: the lust for life. Because after all, what else do we have? If you take that, if you take the only real thing left in a person, you take away their soul. Their passion and their will to live the life they were meant to live. And yo can never regain that.
It's no wonder some people drift on their own paths, alone, of course. Look around yourself. It's a hating world, filled with people who're trying to take away everything you've got from you. And it's all because they're afraid someone will take their place one day. Of course they're frightened and scared, but that's not an excuse for all the things people do. But let's not chew the same subject all over again (especially the one we're all already aware of).
The way I see it, the big problem with the world is how they're limiting our freedom. They tell us to be creative, spontaneous and open-minded, yet they take those traits from us each time we use them; not necessarily against them. But we're the future of this shitty world - the youngsters. And more and more young people are being brainwashed, smashed with wrong ideas of taking over the world. For the first thing that should come up in one's mind when thinking of safety and peace in this world, is how to unite people. We came here together, we're all connected, related. It pains me to see how we kill each other in unnecessary wars, see people starve and having no clear water to drink, how they're demolishing homes all over the world... "Bombing for peace is like fucking for virginity." is one of my favorite quotes about the current state everywhere (at least in those countries at war). We get nowhere if we continue with this sort of thing. But anyway, I'm way too young, and besides a woman, to debate all those political and war stuff. Right? I read on the Internet that maybe the thing that killed dinosaurs was actually a UFO and we're the aliens. Well then this makes us the dumbest aliens ever.
No words or some sort of comforting sentence can conclude this topic, because it's eternal. We'll never really get to the bottom of it, for it will go on and on, even after our great-grandchildren death. It's a part of humanity no one signed up for and the bad men took advantage of it. Why? Well, why not? I'm sure that's what they're telling themselves everyday as they leave in unimaginable suffering and pain many people and their children. There's no regaining freedom or freedom of speech, because no one takes you seriously these days. Hippies had enough of this bullshit, so they made their own history. And people despised them. Why the hell would people despise freedom, the one thing we all so eagerly want? Because they were taught this way. They were made to hate those untamed savages who did nothing in this world but smoke and listen to Jimi Hendrix and Janis Joplin and create their own world. Because they wanted to escape this one. They made their own reality, because they hated this one.
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