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Subject: Forgiving

 Now, I really feel guilty for not writing regularly, but I simply can't find any time. All the exams and practices... It's just really exhausting. I'm really sorry.

 Anyway, So I made a choice, that one day in every month I'll (or you can comment in any of my posts) pick a subject and write about it. I think it's important that we chose themes, we want to talk about, that we need to clear some things we were long craving to talk about.
 And this time I chose a subject I'm sure all of us has been through or is familiar with it. And I also chose it because Christmas is coming and I'm sure you all want to be around family, forget about the problems you've had through the year and just enjoy this special time.

 Forgiving. What is the first thing that pops in to your mind when hearing this word? Do you think of a special person you forgave for a silly thing but it's still important to you and haven't really moved on? Did you forgave them, not because they deserved it, but simply because you wanted them to stay in your life? Those are things that you shouldn't be ashamed or somehow afraid to talk about. Okay, if you want to keep it to yourself because it's a secret or it just isn't something to share, alright. But if it's the other case, you really should speak about it. And again, if you need someone to talk about anything, the most weird things, I am here for you. Please, remember that.

 Now, I have faced many kinds of forgiving that I am and not really proud of. I forgave people, because I just didn't wanna fight and though: "Oh well, after all, it maybe isn't such a big deal". But you know what? Life's too short to waste time and forgive people who don't deserve it, who don't deserve you! They should learn to respect you and your trust. You should learn that. You should learn which people are worth it and which not. Because if you're gonna forgive all and still accept all their unimportant shit and still trying to help them, you'll burn out. That's what my mother taught me. And this is a true quote that should lead you through the whole life. And you'll be happy. You should surround yourself with only people who will lift you higher, because friends are family you chose yourself. And find out for who you'd give your life for, for who you'd do anything and that those people are returning you love. Because that's happiness.

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