New York, New York. That is where I see myself, 100% sure. I have it all kinda planned out. I know who I wanna be, where I want to live, what kinda apartment I want to have, even the exact place where my cat will sleep. Yet I still don't know know what I want to become. I have many ideas, since I can do so many things; I can be an interior designer, fashion designer (but those two are very hard and you have to be like a genius to succeed in New York), writer, journalist, (fashion) blogger, stylist, photographer, ... These are very popular jobs, but not from all you can make much money from. I mean, of course it's not all in the money, but I feel like I want to have real space in my apartment. I want to live free, wild and open-minded. I want to be the person for who they'll say got on their own and is doing great and is having the time of her life. That's kinda my dream for a very long time now. At first, I wanted to become a doctor, then be a Olympic gold medalist and when the latter dreams crushed down on me, I looked deep down in my soul and realized I just want to live in New York. I just want to be a part of all that energy, throb and the rush. I know it's hard to make it there, but I'm willing to try. I'm not afraid to fail, because I have dreams and I believe in those dreams, I still have faith. I've learned that as far you've got faith in yourself, your dreams and your abilities, there's nothing that can stop you. I'm more afraid if I don't go there, I'm afraid of not even trying.
I know every little thing you get through in life is worth something, every experience is a lesson for later in your life, everything makes sense in the end. And that's kinda how and why I believe in fate: like everything is planned in advance, but it mustn't be an excuse for us to sit and wait for things to happen because that way nothing will happen, for sure. I hate those people who sit and wait for things to happen instead of making them happen and I also despise the people who think that if you believe in faith and that everything makes sense and that everything'll sort out in the end, they think you're the first type of people I've mentioned before - that you just sit and wait. No, we can also be total opposites and that shows how shallow and near-minded people are. They only see the obvious and as far they see it, they take it for a fact instead of walking a little longer, a little further and I think they might be pleasantly surprised by how different we all are.
And I can't wait to experience all this. I can't wait to make good mistakes and learn to do things by myself, to be independent and my own boss. I'll talk about my dreamy apartment later, but I just wanna say now that I can't wait to be there. I'll make those dreams true, I swear. I've been through enough bullshit to give up on this, I won't. It's been like a promise I've made to myself.
I believe everyone's got a dream. I wrote about that topic before, but I'll say it again: Every dream is worth respect and has to be treated properly. You can't just say to someone like: "Oh my god, what kind of dream is that?" Because every person has got a different concept of meaning of life and what they want to do to fulfill it. What they think is enough and what they think it's their destiny. You have no right to say someone their dreams are worthless or hopeless. There's just a limit that you don't cross and that is that line. You have to respect anyone with a dream that is working on making it true. I think that is enough already. It's hard to find faith in yourself, what else in your dreams so you never know how those little words can effect on someone. You can crush someone's dream. Of course you can debate about it with them but the words you say should to be taken with a grain of salt. But not all people are like that, people get offended pretty easily and sometimes you don't even mean any harm and all of a sudden you can be like the bad guy. So watch your words but still you should understand your rights of expressing yourself.
Now back to having dreams: I think that with making dreams come true you have to be taking it all step by step. It's a huge process and something that will determine your life. Okay, it's not that big of a deal; depends on the dreams but if you like were planning on making them true for a very long time, it's important that you've thought everything through. You want it all to go smoothly, but you have to be also prepared for the worst or knowing how to act in the situation of panic. It's hard, but for making it all real you have to be a realist, too. I'm not telling you what to do, but that's just my opinion. You have to have a plan and not just go blind in all this, although it sounds very adventurous and exciting it can be dangerous and in the end - not worth it at all. If you don't do it right, you can easily regret it. You know how we, human beings, are incapable of living without regret and it can come easily to that, so be ready. I don't want to crush your dreams, and even more than that: I don't want you to ruin them by yourself.
Now, like I said before; what kind of apartment would I have? Oh, I have a whole album of photos on my iPhone that is filled with photos of most perfect lofts, decorations and furniture. I have been dreaming about a fantasy flat for ages. Like how it would be decorated with plain, simple furniture and abstract works of art and wooden dinner table and a bed made of steel. It's a dream, your judgement is irrelevant, because I believe in making it from innocent dreams into reality. And I'm not afraid of doing it. It's like the only thing I'm absolutely sure in, and now, when I think about it, it kinda freaks me out how I'm positive about all this. I've never been more sure in anything in my life. But I'm only fifteen and I know my whole life is still ahead of me and who knows; my dreams could change and those little teenage fantasies could shatter into dust pieces. But right now, right here - I have those dreams. And I feel more sorry for those who don't have any dreams. I'm sorry for those who judge others, people with dreams, because I know that deep down they wish they were those people. People with a plan, with a future, even though at first it seems unrealistic. My dream may seem very high and unreachable comparing to the dreams of my peers whose biggest dreams are to have different outfits for a month. But hey like I said: no judging, these are dreams, too. Many might say mine are out of my reach, out of my goal. But we'll see about that. They kinda give me the adrenaline to show, prove them wrong. I can't wait.
I really see myself in those lofts/flats. It's like I was made to live in them. I can feel touching all these beautifully made furniture and eating on the dinner table next to a giant window with a view on the city. I could live as an interior designer, but I feel more like writing. Or doing both, who knows. I am happy to know that I can do so many things, that so many options are left for me. I remind myself of that ability every day; that I can walk normally, that I have no serious health issues, that my brain function properly. So many people don't appreciate what they have. The more I think about living there, the more alive I feel. The more I wanna just jump across the Atlantic and fly to NYC. I want to have plants all over the place. I want to have huge windows and book shells. I want to let the light in everywhere, I want it to shine everywhere. I want white walls covered up in my paintings. I want wooden floor and wide stairs that only lead to a bed. I want a cat and lots of CDs. I crave for meeting a nice guy to live with there, but that's the fun part or actually the most important part in all of this: I don't even see myself only with a guy living with me - I can see only myself enjoying the life and having lots of work to do, having a messy bun, drinking a Sturbucks coffee and petting my cat. And it's funny how my dreams are not about becoming someone, because somehow I feel I'll figure that out along the way (even though that doesn't always come true), I see more like myself becoming someone inside me. Well, it is about becoming someone, but spiritually. Creating, developing myself. I know it will leave a mark in this world because I'll be a better person.
Dreams aren't necessarily need to come true. It's a good motivation that keeps you going. "All our dreams can come true, if we have the courage to pursue them." - Walt Disney said. Those are the words to live by, those are the good things in life that are worth living for. Being anxious about your dreams, daydreaming about them becoming reality and suddenly you find yourself there, standing where you always wanted to be. Just imagine. And doesn't that feel just great? Like you've accomplished something? And not just like getting promoted or having a good assignment project; of course those things count, but what's more important and what eventually comes handy in life and what matters is what you become within. You can be whoever you decide to be, that's the whole magic. If you set a goal, if you set your mind to something, there's nothing that can stop you. And it doesn't have to be again achieving something your friends might or what your parents want you do become or what, in general, the society expects of you - you are your own hero, your own warrior, your own savior. Remember that. It can lead you anywhere you wish to go, anywhere you will. Even now it comes right and that is not just a coincidence. There are certain things in life that work anyhow for a reason. Because they are true, because they matter, because they are the guidance of our life.
I know every little thing you get through in life is worth something, every experience is a lesson for later in your life, everything makes sense in the end. And that's kinda how and why I believe in fate: like everything is planned in advance, but it mustn't be an excuse for us to sit and wait for things to happen because that way nothing will happen, for sure. I hate those people who sit and wait for things to happen instead of making them happen and I also despise the people who think that if you believe in faith and that everything makes sense and that everything'll sort out in the end, they think you're the first type of people I've mentioned before - that you just sit and wait. No, we can also be total opposites and that shows how shallow and near-minded people are. They only see the obvious and as far they see it, they take it for a fact instead of walking a little longer, a little further and I think they might be pleasantly surprised by how different we all are.And I can't wait to experience all this. I can't wait to make good mistakes and learn to do things by myself, to be independent and my own boss. I'll talk about my dreamy apartment later, but I just wanna say now that I can't wait to be there. I'll make those dreams true, I swear. I've been through enough bullshit to give up on this, I won't. It's been like a promise I've made to myself.
I believe everyone's got a dream. I wrote about that topic before, but I'll say it again: Every dream is worth respect and has to be treated properly. You can't just say to someone like: "Oh my god, what kind of dream is that?" Because every person has got a different concept of meaning of life and what they want to do to fulfill it. What they think is enough and what they think it's their destiny. You have no right to say someone their dreams are worthless or hopeless. There's just a limit that you don't cross and that is that line. You have to respect anyone with a dream that is working on making it true. I think that is enough already. It's hard to find faith in yourself, what else in your dreams so you never know how those little words can effect on someone. You can crush someone's dream. Of course you can debate about it with them but the words you say should to be taken with a grain of salt. But not all people are like that, people get offended pretty easily and sometimes you don't even mean any harm and all of a sudden you can be like the bad guy. So watch your words but still you should understand your rights of expressing yourself.
Now back to having dreams: I think that with making dreams come true you have to be taking it all step by step. It's a huge process and something that will determine your life. Okay, it's not that big of a deal; depends on the dreams but if you like were planning on making them true for a very long time, it's important that you've thought everything through. You want it all to go smoothly, but you have to be also prepared for the worst or knowing how to act in the situation of panic. It's hard, but for making it all real you have to be a realist, too. I'm not telling you what to do, but that's just my opinion. You have to have a plan and not just go blind in all this, although it sounds very adventurous and exciting it can be dangerous and in the end - not worth it at all. If you don't do it right, you can easily regret it. You know how we, human beings, are incapable of living without regret and it can come easily to that, so be ready. I don't want to crush your dreams, and even more than that: I don't want you to ruin them by yourself.
Now, like I said before; what kind of apartment would I have? Oh, I have a whole album of photos on my iPhone that is filled with photos of most perfect lofts, decorations and furniture. I have been dreaming about a fantasy flat for ages. Like how it would be decorated with plain, simple furniture and abstract works of art and wooden dinner table and a bed made of steel. It's a dream, your judgement is irrelevant, because I believe in making it from innocent dreams into reality. And I'm not afraid of doing it. It's like the only thing I'm absolutely sure in, and now, when I think about it, it kinda freaks me out how I'm positive about all this. I've never been more sure in anything in my life. But I'm only fifteen and I know my whole life is still ahead of me and who knows; my dreams could change and those little teenage fantasies could shatter into dust pieces. But right now, right here - I have those dreams. And I feel more sorry for those who don't have any dreams. I'm sorry for those who judge others, people with dreams, because I know that deep down they wish they were those people. People with a plan, with a future, even though at first it seems unrealistic. My dream may seem very high and unreachable comparing to the dreams of my peers whose biggest dreams are to have different outfits for a month. But hey like I said: no judging, these are dreams, too. Many might say mine are out of my reach, out of my goal. But we'll see about that. They kinda give me the adrenaline to show, prove them wrong. I can't wait.I really see myself in those lofts/flats. It's like I was made to live in them. I can feel touching all these beautifully made furniture and eating on the dinner table next to a giant window with a view on the city. I could live as an interior designer, but I feel more like writing. Or doing both, who knows. I am happy to know that I can do so many things, that so many options are left for me. I remind myself of that ability every day; that I can walk normally, that I have no serious health issues, that my brain function properly. So many people don't appreciate what they have. The more I think about living there, the more alive I feel. The more I wanna just jump across the Atlantic and fly to NYC. I want to have plants all over the place. I want to have huge windows and book shells. I want to let the light in everywhere, I want it to shine everywhere. I want white walls covered up in my paintings. I want wooden floor and wide stairs that only lead to a bed. I want a cat and lots of CDs. I crave for meeting a nice guy to live with there, but that's the fun part or actually the most important part in all of this: I don't even see myself only with a guy living with me - I can see only myself enjoying the life and having lots of work to do, having a messy bun, drinking a Sturbucks coffee and petting my cat. And it's funny how my dreams are not about becoming someone, because somehow I feel I'll figure that out along the way (even though that doesn't always come true), I see more like myself becoming someone inside me. Well, it is about becoming someone, but spiritually. Creating, developing myself. I know it will leave a mark in this world because I'll be a better person.
Dreams aren't necessarily need to come true. It's a good motivation that keeps you going. "All our dreams can come true, if we have the courage to pursue them." - Walt Disney said. Those are the words to live by, those are the good things in life that are worth living for. Being anxious about your dreams, daydreaming about them becoming reality and suddenly you find yourself there, standing where you always wanted to be. Just imagine. And doesn't that feel just great? Like you've accomplished something? And not just like getting promoted or having a good assignment project; of course those things count, but what's more important and what eventually comes handy in life and what matters is what you become within. You can be whoever you decide to be, that's the whole magic. If you set a goal, if you set your mind to something, there's nothing that can stop you. And it doesn't have to be again achieving something your friends might or what your parents want you do become or what, in general, the society expects of you - you are your own hero, your own warrior, your own savior. Remember that. It can lead you anywhere you wish to go, anywhere you will. Even now it comes right and that is not just a coincidence. There are certain things in life that work anyhow for a reason. Because they are true, because they matter, because they are the guidance of our life.
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