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The Most Colorful Time Of The Year: Autumn

 I love autumn and all the charming things it brings to our world. It's a natural order and I love it how it just suddenly changes everything. The leaves, warm sun and hot chocolate make the new school year easier to get by and the cuddles are a required all the time (I just wish I had someone to cuddle with). Nowadays people only crave for summer and don't appreciate the beautiful things nature offers us. I think we should enjoy each time of year. Speaking for myself, I could never live in a city only with one season: for example California. It's nice to go there on a holiday when you're kinda sick of all this crap here, but it's important that season change. Although it might seem a bit dull at first sight, when you look deeper it's not that boring anymore; it's quite interesting. It's exciting what you can find in the woods, all the magical things that appear only in autumn. We have to start appreciate all the wonderful things nature gives us every season. "Everyone should have themselves regularly overwhelmed by nature." - George Harrison quote says and it is so true. We should just stop and look around and be grateful that we are here, capable of doing things that we can. Of course from time to time everyone has bad days, it's kinda important to have bad days because without those you just can't face the bad sides of the world either. You have to strengthen yourself and with going through the rough days is the best way to be like tenacious and immune to the evil of the world. But on the other hand you can't live in a shell, hiding from the world. You can't pick your comfort zone and stay there forever, it's just not the way to live life. You have to get out of your comfort zone because that's where happiness lies, that is where you will find the meaning of life and what's worth living for (actually each individual finds their own reason but never mind). 

 But with time, we also change how we think. It's proven that through summer we think positive, we are happy and carefree, while in the colder months we crawl into our hole and we shut ourselves out. It's funny how we sometimes do it subconsciously. If you think about it it kinda makes sense; through the summer there is no school, no obligations, hot days and sun shining and you have so many things to think about like boys and flirting and being sexy. But when the year's coming to an end, when days are shorter and nights are longer, we are forced to think about so many things we still have to do for school or job, thinking about ourselves because there are not so many chances to go outside and enjoy warm weather. Although some people still preserve the light and the energy by the time everyone else kinda slows their rhythm. And that's a good thing! But I'm more like the second type of person; I wake up more tired and pale then ever (I look like a freaking vampire), I hate the grey sky that is becoming more often occurrence each day, I get irritated quite easily now and lots of other bad features I'd rather not tell. But then we, again, adjust and get to know with the weather and everything's fine again. 

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