Significant Revelations of Insignificant Minds

 Hey guys, I hope you're having a great time and starting new year with some new hope, love and courage. If not; I'm always here for you, don't forget that :)  Anyway, this months's subject is something worth discussing about, something that needs to be solved. Because in today's world this sort of violence is getting more and more common in high schools all around the world, not only in USA or big countries like that; it's happening everywhere. I think a lot of people is misunderstanding the situation in high schools; they think bullying is sort of state that will pass or just a bad day for those who are bullying someone. They think it's something that will leave no consequences and it's not worth of the time to think about it or deal with it . But it won't pass. Unless someone, who has high influence, does something to stop this outrageous behaviour of too many teens.  So, you probably have heard of a site called Tumblr. For those who haven'...

 That's a subject I could talk about until tomorrow. But since is Friday night and I didn't get invited to any parties or more specifically; I don't have friends to go with (everyone I know get drunk in first second and it's actually really annoying no matter how "cool" it is or should be), I can write about it as long as I want to. I actually don't care anymore if nobody's reading this, I feel a lot easier and realaxed if I just write down my problems, thinking and needs. While I write I also think about those things more accurately and, believe it or not, it helps me.   People are very different. Some are poor, rich, black, white, skinny, fat, small, short... But the most basic difference among all of them is in personality, opinions, acts, reactions and thinking generally. I find those things enormously interesting and that's the reason I'll study psychology. Because I love and hate, or I should rather say dislike, people at the same time....

 Hi everyone,  I wish each and everyone of you a happy, satisfying, successful, healthy and loving new year. I hope for those that are in a relationship stick with each other for as long as possible and for those, us, who are single to find someone who understands you, cherish you and love you. You never know; maybe you'll find the love of your life, person who will change your current world, person whom you can finally trust, a person that is going to make you see your world in a whole other perspective and make you see things you couldn't see before. You never know, you never know...  Anyway, I don't really believe in those things like: New Year, new life. But I do believe that you have another chance. Another chance to change things this time, be what you wanna be and do what you want to do. To finally find yourself, your interests and to finally be happy. Enjoy while you're young, careless and free!  Happy New Year again! 

 I'm done. I'm so done. All this pressure; school, parents, swimming and everything else. It's just unbearable. I can't do this anymore. I wish I could just stop time for a while, clear my head, have some sleep and then maybe carry on. I wanna fly away somewhere, with no worries, with no obligations. Just to relax. I want to meet new people. I'm tired of all this same routine every single day, I'm bored of all the same people with the same acts who don't care about me. Who only care about their stupid asses, what I wish I was able to. They all seem to enjoy life in some way the like it, while I'm still figuring out what to do with myself and my life. I don't want to feel anything anymore, cause I always get to attached and care to much about someone who's not returning me love.    I feel awful. In my head's bumping, I feel really exhausted although I do nothing else then go to practice in the morning. My eyes are heavy and sleepy, but I...

 Now, I really feel guilty for not writing regularly, but I simply can't find any time. All the exams and practices... It's just really exhausting. I'm really sorry.  Anyway, So I made a choice, that one day in every month I'll (or you can comment in any of my posts) pick a subject and write about it. I think it's important that we chose themes, we want to talk about, that we need to clear some things we were long craving to talk about.  And this time I chose a subject I'm sure all of us has been through or is familiar with it. And I also chose it because Christmas is coming and I'm sure you all want to be around family, forget about the problems you've had through the year and just enjoy this special time.  Forgiving. What is the first thing that pops in to your mind when hearing this word? Do you think of a special person you forgave for a silly thing but it's still important to you and haven't really moved on? Did you forgave them, not be...

 I read someone's answer on Formspring on what love means to her. And I got thinking. What is love? How do we define it? How do we feel it?  For me, love is the most beautiful and painful feeling you can feel. I have experienced real love. I'd have never thought that it would visit me so early. But it did. And it didn't turned out well. Because love isn't always just about perfect couples and sweet talks and cuddling and stuff like that. Love is sacrifice, love is when someone elses happiness is your happiness. And here comes my story. Jan and me at national championship 2006/7 (we won, yay)   We met six years ago on a national swimming championship. His and my club stayed in a same hotel. It was Thursday evening when my eyes first saw his beautiful, divine face. I didn't know I was already in love. His club had dinner across the dining hall and my on the other side. But we kept looking at each other. Every second. We couldn't took our eyes of eac...

 December. Month of love, happiness, care and forgivness. And most important: time to make your last, unfinished wishes and golds come true. Although the world will end in 19 days. I don't believe in it, do you? I mean, some people really overreact when they bought underground homes for like at least one million dollars and spent all their belongings. I don't know, I just think we shouldn't be so naive and believe everything we see on TV or read in newspaper.  Anyway, December is so magical to me. Just all the lights, Christmas spirit everywhere, the smell of mulled wine and hot chocolate and just joy in every corner you look, it overwhelmes me. And plus; I think there's no real December without snow. In Slovenia last year, it was so empty and sad without snow. It wasn't real Christmas. Now it's snowing and it must have reached over 10cm. I hope days now will be cold enough so the snow won't melt right away.  I just love December. I haven't actually b...